hurhur im at home now trying to get a bit of work done but to no avail. felt so weird to be in school today maybe cos i havent been to school in 6 days and it was awesome. you can cut the tension and stress in the atmosphere with a knife i swear. everyone walks past me and i bet you all in their minds right now is to just STUDY. all you friggin rafflesian muggers. i still cant seem to concentrate and i have no mood to study today. this is terrible i am too damn distracted.
i pray i pray that i will suddenly be struck by some panic attack then i'll study my ass off. right now i think im just taking things a little too lightly for comfort. damn and then i was talking to pearl my classmate today about things and she told me some really sensible stuff and i gotta try to heed her advice. she's my role model by the way, her work effiency and determination is just amaxing. she is like 110% focussed. i told her that she represents dynamic efficiency but for me it's static efficiency only. she said sthing along the lines of ........ other things will always be there, but A levels is just one shot..... you dont want to regret anything................... and something so seemingly unimportant should not jeopardise my chances of doing well. because it's going to be something that i will regret for the rest of my life. (i added some stuff by myself hee hee)
well all im surviving on now are ciggs and some musikkkkkkk for the soul. the strokes, sublime, postal service. yayyy i get new musikkkkk. and then i discovered this awesome song called "it's you that matters" by a malaysian band called reshmonu. and no they dont sound malaysian at all. hahaha.
ok globalisation and TNCs are calling.